my hated beloved

Do not come hither,
Stay away!
Let me be happy without you, but with you;
Let me love you, but hate you;
Let me have you, yet lack you.
I love you still my hated beloved.
You taught me how to love and
Showed me how elegant it is to have hope.
You gave warmth to my heart and
The original wit to my soul;
I thank you welcomingly,
but yet stay away my hated beloved, from me.